And so I’ll go, yes I’ll go, so I’ll take that train and ride.
Hoping I can write her a rhyme, that might stop the tick of time.

I can’t not move when listening to Chromeo.

I’ve been reading a lot lately.

Happy new year.

Going to get a bit real here.

This year was not my best. It’s been a storm of unending disappointments and let-downs. I’m not going to lie, I may have told myself that I wouldn’t mind dying a couple times. I wasn’t depressed, I just didn’t want to deal with life. I’m bored. I’m tired. I don’t know what I’m doing.

2014 is standing right in front of me, and it always feels like a fresh start. It feels like something is going to change, like something is going to happen to me that will tell me “It’s alright.”

But Christmas 2014 is going to come again, and I’ll be looking back and telling myself “You did nothing.”

It’s a vicious cycle.

Whatever though. It’s Christmas.

Happy eve.

Fa la la la la

Something cheery.

Well Rudolph he didn’t go for that
he said “I see through your silly games”
How could you look me in the face
when only yesterday you called me names?
Well all of the other reindeers man,
well they sure did feel ashamed,
“Rudolph you know we’re sorry,
we’re truly gonna try to change”